When time is the only issue ...

For those who really know me, i really dislike time wasting. The reason being is that time is the most valuable thing in one's life. You can use time to learn things, knowing new people, making yourself a better person. Instead of spending time complaining about life and how terrible your work is, why not use those time to find a better job and making your life an even better one.
I never knew how i end up thinking like that and i'm not sure when it all started, but i am quite sensitive to time wasting. I live myself learning not to regret as regretting will just waste more time.

However.....

..... thing changes a few days ago. I regretted for the first time in a long long time. It was a very terrible feeling. I tried looking elsewhere and keep my heart running but i couldn't. I couldn't lecture anyone anymore. People who came to me, complaining about the same thing over and over again, i just don't know what to say anymore....

....People who keep searching for freedom. Freedom from their parents, freedom from their current life.

.....People who complained about their job. Complained about their salary and that they are not paid their worth.

.....People who argued over nothing. Argued over words, over a single eye blink. Argued over dollar and cents.

.....People who couldn't work, couldn't smile because they are heartbroken .... again.

If these are the problems you are facing every morning when you wake up, go on..continue wasting your time. Cause if one day, when sickness hits you.. you will realize that all these doesn't matter anymore. You will be begging God to make you the poorest person on earth, to make the whole world hate you, to place you in the worst job ever, to make your heart break a hundred times more...just not to take your life away. Not taking away the life of the people you love.

On 28th January 2010, while i was hoping that Manchester United can beat the hell out of Manchester City and book a spot in the League Cup final, a very close family member left us. Cancer got the best of him after 2 over years of battle as he left his two daughters and his wife ( my sister ). It was really painful especially after knowing about the problem he faced for the past few years. How could i not know ?

Even with all the problems they faced, he told a close relative that the past 15 years was the best time of his life. He married the best woman in the world, and gave birth to 2 great kids. Nothing else matters. It was the first time i saw my sisters cried since cancer took dad's life way 17 years ago.

My friend, there is no such thing as a perfect life. Everyone makes mistakes. As long as it is solvable, then solve it right away and try your best so that it won't happen again. Because when it's time that you have to face a problem that you couldn't solve, there will be no amount of sorry and regrets that will make a difference.

for everyone's playing pleasure

Doubutsu Uranai

before the next meeting which i don't know when and i don't know why the timing all salah for us T_T
maybe it's just meT_T
gomennasai. (bows)

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Sylvia @ BodoBy's Result :

Bodolat de:D

i see trees of green, red roses too~

:D if you feel lazy/blur then might as well just follow ba

*urh-hm*

*image stolen from original website*
casey darling.

this is what you get when put a stick and a round together.
hahahahahaha :D

bodosey's dedication~

How sad will it be, when you wanna wish someone but u can't...
so I am here, and all i can do is to dedicate this song especially to two of my family member =D

This song has been posted in before, now would like to post it up again :D
Congrats again to the round and the stick :D

Suerte que despierto junto a ti
Suerte que sentí lo que sentí
Suerte que regresas para mí
Suerte que hay más por conocer
Suerte que contigo creceré
Suerte que te tengo al volver

*love is in the air* swooooshhhhhh~~~~~

Gratefulness in 2009

1. What am I thankful and grateful to God in year 2009?

First of all, I'm thankful and grateful to God for always being by my side no matter where and when. He protects me whenever I go to places and He knows everything that I'm doing. (Haha sounds scary) But...that's how much I feel about His presence in my life since not too long ago. I was a Christian since young but I've backslided for many years to a point I don't even feel like a Christian. Having to get close to Him again is a blessing. I feel blessed because:

• I began to realise that I have such great family & friends who cares and loves me for who I am. My Bodo family, my daddy, my cousins & niece, uncles & aunties, god sisters and friends from primary school until now.
• I have the courage to shift in my career line from Accounting to Music. I feel I'm so much happier than before as I really enjoy what I'm doing, though the money I earn now is inadequate for me at the moment to survive in the big city. :X
• I have the courage to move myself from Kuching to KL, despite many uncertainties and emotional breakdowns. I wasn't feeling so well with myself the past many years ago and I questioned myself the purpose of being in this world. I felt really lost at that time.
• Having Amos to lead me back to church. I've been to a few churches before in Kuching but I never feel comfortable. This is the first time I'm able to open up to a church and the people within it.
• Most of all, I'm grateful that God is always good to me & others and is like a Shepherd who would leave the group of lamb to look for 1 lamb who got lost. I've sinned a lot in my life and because of God's grace, I am able to repent, let go and look forward to be good by living according to His words in the Bible.
  

2. How do I rate myself in terms of attitude & character?

Arhh...this one is tough to answer. I would just say 7. The things I'm lacking in my attitude are:

• I have the high tendency to envy others (-1 point)
• I have the tendency to take things for granted at times (-1 point)
• I'm not focused enough at times in my career (-1 point)

3. What do I want to improve in 2010?

• To be more focused in building my career and in my music education
• To show more of my love and care to others with a sincere heart
• To stop envying and comparing with others
• To not taking things or anyone for granted
• To seek God more
  

4. How do we continue loving and caring for each other (Bodo family) in 2010?

• Meet up once a week to catch up with each other
• Plan for certain activities together. e.g. Movies, day trip
• Celebrate our birthdays together
• Update our blog :P
• Care about what's happening in each other's life
• Offer help whenever we can to each other
• To have our hearts and minds open to one another without skeptic

i present...

a quote for my bodos for 2010.

“Growing up is a dance, just like mambo or the cha-cha: one step forward, two steps back. The trick is to enjoy the lively process, in both directions.”

taken from “The Fire Down Below”.
Ghost of a smile – Deborah Boliver Boehm

p.s//excuse the picture that doesn't fit the quote :P i just feel like eating ice-cream now but i can't thnks to my never ending cough. blah

Outing in "3 sets" =D

Before i go on, thanks bodolat for giving happiness to me using her own version of 'spidey peek-a-boo' LOL! It was due to my displeasure about the sad news i knew yesterday :(

And so back to the story...~

Long long time ago there was this lady called bodolat who wanted to eat.

Therefore, she asked her merry frens: The Bodos for a merry dinner at Bbq Chicken.

The merry frens in Bodos are: bodoby, bodosey, fishy o fish, and ah mosh. =D
The merry frens were supposed to have been gathered in three sets. Each set comes with a pair.

We have bodoby and ahmosh as matured set.
We've got bodosey and fishy fish as lame set.
And we should have bodolat and bodopock as a cute set. But bodopock was missing 'physically', but his was sort of....invisible?

Pocky says "Hi" to his merry frens =D

casey's new heart

got spidey playing peek-a-boo...hahaha :D
actually it's to say that no matter what (because the termination of spiderman 4 and beyond) spiderman will always be his first love and will be in his beloved heart.

:D:D:D

for our bodogirl~

may your operation be successful and towards a speedy and problem-free recovery *muarks*

it's all about you-mcfly

:D cause i accidently heard this song on the TV that day.
don't think many people know this song but it was really famous in sec. school :D hahhaha good ol' days of ponteng-ing classes and getting away with it.

oh thnks to bodosey my casey for helping me DL the song! i told you i DL 'pak chi' wan!-_-

Oh. hahah-_- will update soon with Sylvia baby's qns to ponder on.

how many legs ? :D

just something i received in my email from mr.jelly and everyone says it's accurate. haha :D so i thought you guys can have some fun before the ending of the New year and may we all have a more blessed year to come!!!

p.s// i am not a fashion bird!! that's for sure! aiks*

January 01 - 09 ~ Bird
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
April 01 - 03 ~ Bird
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Bird
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Bird
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Bird
October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Bird
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are a Bird : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of th em being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person.. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight.. An outdoor person, you disl ike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Ape : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the centre of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!